Friday, September 22, 2006
Monday, September 18, 2006
Catch up.
I went to NYC and had a great time bonding with Little B and her folks. Things are just never ending in that city. I went to the WTC site, and will try to remember to write about it later.
I have other things to write about tonight.
I went to Sea Ranch for a beautiful weekend with Mr Urbane and some of his people. Finally met the Brazilian brother. It was startling just how much he's like his Dad.
They are good people, those boys.
Got to run in the beautiful weather along the bluff. Got to drive through the countryside. Got to soak in warm wonder (ur, water) under a zillion stars. Had some time to think and feel and rest.
This is what I came up with.
It is OK to love someone whole heartedly, even if they don't love you back. There is nothing wrong with it, unless you are expecting something from them.
If people don't stick, they aren't supposed to...don't chase them.
I FIRMLY believe things happen for a reason. Nothing just happens. I don't think others have to feel this way, but I do.
I have figured out a way to describe how I feel about my life, and all its aspects.
I am in a concrete box. No doors, no windows. I am singing, with all my heart. I don't necessarily have a great singing voice, but the song is beautiful because it is mine, totally unique, and sung with every fiber of my being. I know if I just keep singing the box will crumble and the world will be able to come in, and I will be able to go out. I just have to keep singing, singing MY song.
I have other things to write about tonight.
I went to Sea Ranch for a beautiful weekend with Mr Urbane and some of his people. Finally met the Brazilian brother. It was startling just how much he's like his Dad.
They are good people, those boys.
Got to run in the beautiful weather along the bluff. Got to drive through the countryside. Got to soak in warm wonder (ur, water) under a zillion stars. Had some time to think and feel and rest.
This is what I came up with.
It is OK to love someone whole heartedly, even if they don't love you back. There is nothing wrong with it, unless you are expecting something from them.
If people don't stick, they aren't supposed to...don't chase them.
I FIRMLY believe things happen for a reason. Nothing just happens. I don't think others have to feel this way, but I do.
I have figured out a way to describe how I feel about my life, and all its aspects.
I am in a concrete box. No doors, no windows. I am singing, with all my heart. I don't necessarily have a great singing voice, but the song is beautiful because it is mine, totally unique, and sung with every fiber of my being. I know if I just keep singing the box will crumble and the world will be able to come in, and I will be able to go out. I just have to keep singing, singing MY song.
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